My teaching philosophy can be summed up into this: Bring all of who you are and actively practice being comfortable with the uncomfortable.
At Lafayette, I teach vocal music ensembles and lecture courses. My classes are very hands-on and discussion-based; it’s hard to be in one of my courses and hide in the background. But that doesn’t mean folks can’t be shy in my courses, either. In the choirs, I believe in taking deliberate low-stakes risks in every rehearsal. These can be as simple as turning to your neighbor and saying hello, answering a question in class, or proposing an idea that nobody else has proposed. I like to mix things up, put students in different places physically, have them meet different people within the ensemble, try different ways of singing or interpreting a song. This is all so that, by the time we get to a performance, the students have already practiced being in new spaces, perhaps feeling nervous, and they also have learned how adaptable and resilient they are in these spaces with these feelings. By the time they perform, they are ready to feel more comfortable in a new environment in front of lights and an audience, and they are ready to sing stories in a way that makes a real impact.
Traditionally, in choirs and other music ensembles, the conductor is the ‘supreme leader,’ and the ensemble does the best they can to replicate and match the sound that’s in the conductor’s mind’s ear. The tradition started in Europe, and it has been done this way for hundreds of years. However, that’s not what I subscribe to in my classes.
I am not about standing up in front and lecturing at the students; I’m all about the collective. Everyone has an empowered place here, and together we are a strong community of storytellers. My goal as a teacher is to help students find where they are comfortable and understand that that comfort zone can be expanded. A mantra in my class is that everything will feel awkward until it is no longer awkward! I believe we have the opportunity to share ideas and perspectives with one another, to share stories with one another, and to get to know each other through the rehearsal process. We decide together: What are the stories we want to tell? How do we want to tell these stories? We have an active practice of lifting marginalized voices through composition and song lyrics. I want my students to know that whatever they bring is enough to get started; and their ideas, backgrounds, and experience are all a part of what we will share with the audience. We decide together where and how we want to go as a group, and my goal is to help them go farther than they think is possible.
It’s about teaching students to value themselves and what they bring, and also recognize that everybody in the class brings value too. Through this, we grow until we all have ownership of the music, and we can collectively share that music with an audience and hopefully make an impact on them with something that is meaningful.
I grew up with music and theater, and I always loved learning. I grew up singing and was always looking for interesting stories to tell in a song. I decided that I didn’t want to be a professional vocalist, but I did want to be a storyteller. When I was in college, I realized that, in the choir that I was in, not only did the conductor have to know everything about the music, but they had to love being with people and telling stories. They got people excited and made an impact. Every time they walked into a rehearsal room, I as a student was impacted. I would leave rehearsal with more energy than I came in with, no matter how tired I was. And I realized that being a conductor was something that combines everything I love to do. So now I get to find interesting stories to tell, help students learn how to tell a really expressive story, help them tell their own stories, and lift up my students. I absolutely love how, in music and art, everybody wins all the time.
I love teaching at Lafayette because the students here are curious, interested, and want to be challenged. I love helping students here recognize how much creative potential they have, beyond just their brain. Everybody here already knows they’re smart, but there’s so much that they can do with that. I like that I get to work with students who want to jump in, mess things up, and create turbulence so that they can bring new things to life and bring about change.
I’ve been at Lafayette for 17 years now, and something that I learned a long time ago is that you can do almost anything you want here. If you have an idea, if you want to do something that’s new, different, innovative, or experimental, Lafayette offers you the freedom to be able to try that. Lafayette trusts me as a teacher to take my students wherever they can go, whether that’s trying an innovative approach to rehearsals or a concert, trying new kinds of music, or using new technology. As a teacher, I can create anything—I just have to dream big enough to know what that is, be strategic and figure out how to make it happen, and then be willing to put in the work. That is something worth modeling for students. That is a wonderful place to be.
In Her Own Words: Conversations with Composers in the United States. University of Illinois Press, July 2013; paperback 2014
I’m a cabaret singer, I’m a folk singer, and I play guitar. I also love to travel. I teach a class called Road Trip Mixtape, which looks at historic roads around the country and delves into the music along those roads, and the people who created that music. We look at Indigenous populations, African American populations, and immigrants, and we piece together the soundscape of the United States from its origins to contemporary music, one road at a time. The reason I started that class is because I’ve done a lot of traveling around this country, up into Canada, and on backroads. It’s one of my real loves to see how people live, what makes people tick, what’s important to them, and what their stories are. And so I bring those experiences into my classroom.